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Teh Doll

the name i go by is leslie. les shortly. this is my eating and self-injury journal. i am only thirteen so please if your a creepy old man go away! unless you are good looking. i am not always sad and depressing mostly i am content. my parents are embarrassing and annoying but I still love them...sometimes. i hate nosy and loud people. i suffer from insomnia and have sensitive ears so if a clock is too noisy i can be up all night. tears aren't enough when i feel sad so i hurt myself. nobody should feel guilty and self loathe as i do after eating normally. i know what i mean to say but too often words get stuck in my throat leaving me to stutter or speaking gibberish. one can say i over think things too much. my head is in the clouds no matter how much i try to perfect myself. i love reading and anime. devour literature not food. i take that to the heart. i am a boy with a c cup size. i'm not a cat or dog person; i own a hamster a.k.a wormtail. he and cherrokeye are the only real life people that understand what i'm going through.

Teh Status

CW ;; 140
STG1 ;; 130
STG2 ;; 120
STG3 ;; 100
STG4 ;; 99

Teh Music

Ani Difranco
Aphex Twin
Bright Eyes
Broken Social Scene
Camera Obscura
Cursive Danger Doom
Death Cab for cutie
Dresden Dolls
Emilie Autumn
Electric Six
Giant Drag
Janis Joplin
Jack off Jill
Joy Division
Jump, Little Children
Kill Hannah
Left Rights
Mindless Self Indulgence
Nine Inch Nails
Regina Spektor
Sage Francis
Schoolyard Heroes
She Wants Revenge
Smoking Popes
Sneaker Pimps
Snow Patrol
Sonic Youth
Syd Matters
The Killers
The Streets
Tsunami Bomb
Violent Femmes
Xiu Xiu
Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Teh Movies

Aeon Flux
Fantastic Four
Harry Potter
Hide and seek
Lord of the Rings triology
Matrix trilogy
Mr. & Mrs. Smith
Princess Princess
The Island
Ultra Violet

Teh Thanks

this is teh thanks to all who purdied up my journal

Teh Re_cycled ;; thanks for the beautiful friend only banner and user info banners!
Teh Zink ;; thanks for the loffly layout of Gemma Ward!
Teh __iiicons ;; thanks for the gorgeous user info banner of Gemma Ward!

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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Wednesday, March 1, 2006 is SI Awareness Day.

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